Most of the time I don’t think that he is the most fantastic lover, but something has changed over the last few weeks. He has either let go of all his insecurities, or he has had some training. In a way, he reminds me of a guy who has had an older mistress who has taught him all of the tricks of the trade. Is he having an affair? I keep looking for signs, and when I had a day off from London escorts without him being around, I went through his entire wardrobe checking for lipstick marks.
I have never felt insecure in a relationship before, but I have got this feeling that something is going on. The girls at the London escorts agency suggested that I check his mobile phone for messages and call records, but when I did so, I did not find anything suspicious at all. I felt kind of guilty doing it, but I guess that I should not have worried. He would probably do the same thing to me. Having found nothing, I felt kind of glad but down at the same time. Maybe he is just really good at covering his tracks like I said to one of my friends at London escorts.
What should I do about the situation? I am not sure what I should do at all. At the moment I am carrying on like normal at London escorts, but I will admit that I find it hard to focus on my job. So far none of the gents I date at London escorts have said something, but I am pretty sure that they have noticed that I am a little bit not with it sometimes. I must get my stuff together before my boss at London escorts notices that something is wrong.
Most of the girls at London escorts think that I am worrying about nothing. I must admit that I am not sure how my boyfriend would get the time to have affairs. He works really long hours and when he comes home, I know that his likes to just chill out with a drink. One of the girls at London escorts recons that he may have been watching sexy videos when I have been working for London escorts. I know that he likes the odd sexy video, but it seems a bit odd still.
The best thing I can do, is really to ask my boyfriend if he is having an affair. We have been together for two years, and apart from this little blip, we have had a good time. I would never dream of having an affair. Some of the girls I work with at London escorts, have both boyfriends and Sugar Daddies, Honestly, I don’t think that I could live like that. It would make me feel really guilty and to be honest, I am not sure that you are doing yourself any favors in the long run. You are much better off being single if you are not sure how you feel about relationships. I know how I feel, and that means in short that I really love my boyfriend.